I feel like a canned tuna.
>_<
Mom had the room painted and so everything was moved and all that
and i wasn't able to decently blog for like so and so days...
and its not healthy for me.
Plus the fact that I had to delete certain posts in this blog coz i was accused of insinuating such and such
*rolls eyes*
Sobrang gusto ko syang idiscuss dito, or whatnot, pero my senses are telling me otherwise..
*sigh*
>.>
._.
sigh.
Ayoko na ngang pagusapan baka imay-quote nanaman ako ng kung anu anong article chenelin.
^^D
pardon the grumpy.
...
though seriously...
*rolls eyes*
But, yeah, they have a point...
so just to clean things up, I just deleted what i posted.
Tolerant me...
*sigh*
I guess i am now a "resposible blogger"
*snorts*
=(
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I was able to finally restore some of my "belongings" into its proper place,
but if you ask me,
the newly painted walls are imposing...
I feel nauseuos (how do you spell this?) about it...
Yet and again, i am reminded how i am just a tenant in this house and it belongs to my mom.
*rolls eyes*
~~~
I'm planning to start Project Alpha ^^D
first, the space...
then, the furnishings ^^D
Yep.. planning to move out and all... but, it requires careful planning and what not, so there...
But, if you ask me, i have found the perfect nook, just the perfect building or what not.
Hmn...
its really going to be such a long term plan thing if you ask me...
Things that I really really, really like takes eons to get, but i get them anyway =)
I remember the days when i was just drooling over laptops in sm cyberzone when i was in college
and now, i have a netbook and was able to get my sister a really decent laptop...
*sigh*
I just need space, really...
A place to call my own =)
though, the drawback is,
I don't really want to live alone
so, there are times when I'm just a happy little puppy and all or what not
but then, when my mother starts to smother and rule my precious little world,
I plan for the easy escape...
*sigh*
=)
hindi na nga sumusunod ng maayos yung desktop pc ko eh, darn.
~~~
Sa ninja academy naman,
mm, hayun, we're being marinated in the training room, lol
*sigh*
I'm just so adjusting, if you ask me...
But I'm so happy that ur essence if there to keep me sane... =)
If I am Henry in The Time Traveller's Wife,
I think I've met our very own Alba ^^D
=)
It's really very interesting, if you ask me...
My daughter, teaching his daddy... =)
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AT KUNG PWEDE LANG,
whoever is going to read this,
get a life of your own than try to tell me what i need to do.
This is a blog, and if you don't know what it means,
it means its a place in cyberspace where people put up their angst or what not
and I am human too, who needs a form of release...
judge me all you want, but don't tell me what to do...
Napakadaming etchiosera sa mundo,
so please,
get a life people...
Sabi ko nga,
Since when did people started paying attention to what i have to say?
...
Tao lang po,
nagkataon lang na hindi ko sinasabi sa ibang tao yung thoughts ko
and nagkataon lang na you can read it in black and white,
but the bottom line is?
Look behind your back,
people tell other people what they think of you...
I just so happen to put my thoughts in writing...
*sigh*
=)
I just hate people who tell me what i should think or feel...
Nagkataon lang na i get to be honest about them
when I access this page...
=)
and nagkataon lang din that i would like to be heard...
and the thought that other people may hear me out by reading this is enough...
*sigh*
Yeah, pathetic me... =)